my apologies,

sorry blogger, i've been cheating on you with Jake - my personal diary/bestfriend. i'm sorry. if only i could take you everywhere i go. but if you take me back, i'd like to come back to you. Jake makes my hand sore. ha, & it's summer. i'd rather type out whats on my mind. :D

anyway, what's been on my mind ? drift. i hate the thought of drift. there's tons of drifts; genetic drift, continent drift, or something scientific like particle drift. but i'm not talking about those kinds of drift. i'm talking about friendship drifting. you see, i have plenty of close friends but nowadays i feel like each & everyone of them are gradually drifting apart. look at the sts legends for example, we were impossiblty tight but look at us now; all seperated because of schools, new friends & new crowds. I can't stop it but it does bother me. i do miss my friends especially the main two. with you guys its like barely a connection. i love you guys & you know how i feel about everything. as for the legends, all i can say is, i hope you guys are as happy as you could possibly be :D

also, i'm not myself lately. i don't know how but it's true.


any advice blogger ? hm, just as i thought. your as speechless as i.

Love, keehls